“If you are never alone, you cannot know yourself.” ―
As I thought about it the other day, living alone for the first time in my life has created all kinds of new options and realizations:
- Extra time to think about lists of what you can now do while living alone!
- It’s okay to walk around without your pants on
- You don’t have to make dinner, you can actually eat meals whenever you want, or not at all
- Every mess in the house has only one culprit
- The TV is okay company, I leave it on, but usually have to watch a program several times to understand what’s going on – I’m not paying enough attention the first time
- You never run out of hot water – although I did, had to have the water heater replaced
- It’s okay to leave the door open when going to the bathroom
- When you’re alone you (with no pets) you do more out loud talking to yourself, at least I do – even in parking lots, at the store and while waiting in line. I have to be more careful though. You can imagine.
- There isn’t anyone else who’s going to pick that up
- I’m not always certain that what I’m wearing matches
“There is a wilderness we walk alone
When the internet and cell phone were introduced into our society, the boundaries between work and home began to fall. We are busier because of technology. It has not liberated us as was promised.
Cell phone addiction strikes at a very young age and even begins to alter your brain. Many of the leading innovators in technology, people who invent Apps for example, won’t let their own children have cell phones!
As we get older, we will spend more of our time alone. But what will we do with this time alone?
I don’t think you’re ever going to make much progress if you don’t consistently spend time alone. But not just in seclusion. Alone and thoughtful about yourself, others and the situation. It’s going to take a long time. Your whole life. But in the noisy chaos that invades each moment, you’ll never find who you really are and what needs to happen until you (1) put down that phone, (2) walk out on the routines that trap you, and (3) unpack all the fear, frustration and dreams that are crammed into your soul.
Come close to God, and God will come close to you. – James 4:8